Sunday, October 26, 2008

Imitation is suicide

Sometimes I wish I didn't put myself on such a predictable schedule. I wonder if I didn't take everything with such negativity, like a pissed off old lady, and more like the ignorant teenager I realistically am I'd fill this missing void I currently feel that I have. Would I be happier taking everything with a carefree attitude and accepting criticisms as nothing more than a grain of salt? I must admit, all-nighters, sneaking out, lying, cheating, stealing, acting like a jerk seems so appealing. Might as well do it now, while adults expect that sort of behavior out of. Underage drinking, smoking, sex, and drugs. I'm all talk of course, nothing crazy for me, I have to continue my mission of hating high school and my peers. HOW BORING. I expected much more out of my life than this crap.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Kanye West

Awesome, the Christian in Christian Dior
Damn they don't make 'em like this anymore
I ask, cause I'm not sure
Do anybody make real shit anymore? 

Bow in the presence of greatness
Cause right now thou has forsaken us
You should be honored by my lateness
That I would even show up to this fake shit

AA Frenzy

Take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life.
Don't be so afraid of facing every day, 
just take your time, it's only life.
I'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone, 
just hold on tight,it's only life.

let's go on a living' spree

weekends are never long enough, my body needs a lot of rest and relaxation, though I am getting still is not enough!! I just do not believe a 24 hr day is currently sufficient enough for me (to some aspect) bah

Sunday, October 12, 2008

I'm the only one who will believe me

"And he can't understand
How everyone goes on breathing when true love ends."

I was the ship who was too proud to ever sink

My image is slipping 
but your memory is gripping it 
this is my breath in your lungs 

last thursday's outfit

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Your faith was strong but you needed proof

I'm lacking in the opportunity department, I want opportununities, I am worth much more than I am radiating physically right now. I need to stop sulking and procrastinating, I have 2 important tests tomorrow, yet I can't get myself to study.

Other than costly shipping and handling, when it comes to online shopping, I hate waiting for it to arrive. I incorrectly put the wrong billing address for my purchases at AA and here I am suffering having to wait even longer for it!!! Ugh

"Well maybe there is a God above
But all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah"

Monday, October 6, 2008

I don't wanna lose you

Closer to your eyes, get your attention
before you pass me by

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Bitter and dumb, you're my sugarplum

you're awful, I love you!

I don't like where I live, mainly because of the narrow-minded people. The environment, I'm used to. Other than that, I live on a strict schedule in which I plan my irrational free time. Borrringgggg. I had a good time last night, much better than I had hoped, it feels good breaking routine, no matter how much I seem to prefer it!

Saturday, October 4, 2008


I've been thinking about purchasing a one-piece lately, hmm I don't think I'll opt for one from AA, I'd love to get one from Lacoste(above), but hey I'll probably just go to some dance store and just buy a mediocre one there and some jazz shoes there too, which I actually think is some unlawful, bad thing, because I don't dance! Oh well.

edit: I got one from AA, I reluctantly caved in for the price:)

Grow up, kid