Happy New Year

I went to a local park today

To another year filled with hope, aspirations, tears, new acquaintances, life lessons, good-byes, strengthening of former bonds, growing up, failures, along with tons of laughter. Here's to next year, best wishes to all!

“An optimist stays up until midnight to see the new year in. 

A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves.”

-Bill Vaughn

Another Birthday

French Connection shirt, Old Navy tights, Bakers shoes

happy 17th birthday to me today:)

my outfit was gleefully inspired by Vanessa Hudgens

Forever & Always

say hello to Snowball

The Jungle

"The manner in which they did this was something to be seen and never forgotten."

That was the old me I was living a lie

the cop got restless as he read me my rights 

he told me "im always envious of those that i jail 

if i got locked up nobody'd come to help me post bail"

Cheap Monday jacket, plain white tshirt, F21 DIY shorts, black tights, socks, Converse shoes

Knowing these sweet, short few days of winter break is going to end any possible moment makes it harder for me appreciate them. Monday was quite refreshing for once! Woke up late, as usual, chowed down on some delicious Burger King (yum!), got some presents ready for wrapping, and got a quick bite to eat with some friends. The quick bite happened to include miso soup and iced vanilla milk with boba. And last but not least, my long awaited DSLR safely arrived to my household at approximately 2:09 and is currently waiting for me unopened atop my baby grand piano in the other room. Yippeeeeee

Thank you Karmaloop

They are currently having an insane sale of 50%! I was lucky to snag some Cheap Monday's for $24 (previously $48) and an Obey jacket last week when the site was on 40% for $52.80. (previously $88)

call me crazy

You're the kind of girl who can take down a man, and lift him back up again.

You are strong but you're needy, humble but you're greedy.

Based on your body language, your shoddy cursive I've been reading,

your style is quite selective, though your mind is rather reckless.

Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is

H&m headband, Banana Republic top

I wore this boring outfit today on this lazy morose Sunday. The malls look horrible right now! My mom granted me $20 to exchange a gift she received and I thoroughly believed $20 was not nearly enough to amount for the craziness I foresaw and had undergone to complete such a tedious errand!! Anyway, today marks 4 short days until Christmas and a week until my birthday! I'm expecting my big birthday/xmas present in the mail tomorrow, (Canon XS + much more kit), oh yes I'm excited! Besides looking forward to beautiful frilly materialistic goodies during my break, I am going to sort of put effort into trying to spend a little time with friends during my winter break. My teenage ways radiate myself as a bitchy, narcissistic whore, but trust me under my tough callous skin lies a kind, loving, appreciative girl (at least I hope to think there is one underneath my hard exterior.)

BALMAIN SPRING 09

(style.com)

My life keeps inching along

Yes! Oh yes for winter break! Sleeping in, warm clothes, no responsibilities, clean cold air, I love winter in California, it's never tooooo cold! And I can't forget to add how I especially love turtlenecks, yumm:D My birthday is soooooon.

Say that something's gonna give,

and it's all giving out on you.

I'm currently absolutely loving great mellow acoustic tinged pop music. Great melodies and voices by Jason Mraz and Eric Hutchinson are achieving the simple task of bringing me up when I'm feeling low.

The candy passed around at school got me sick, I tend not to usually be in favor toward sweets. I blame it on the bland fact that anything edible in arm's distance reach of me, will end up in my stomach whether I like it or not.

Me Myself and I

Met an acquaintance we were reintroduced

With more in common than we had in our youth

She told me, "You look the same." I said, "I'm now a new man"

She asked me, "How does that work?" "I started giving a damn."

She explained, "I'm always sure today's the day I will die.

I wanna look good if i get to look God in the eye."

Give Up

And i'm never sure what i'm living for, but it's always on my mind

Someone comes along always proves me wrong, think im gonna be fine

We get lost in the back of our minds got nothing to burn but time time time

Everybody's got the love but they keep it inside

(car problems)

Alone

Well it's all so overrated

In not saying how you feel

So you end up watching chances fade

And wondering what's real

One of the greatest traits of a Goat is his/her consistency. Whatever they start doing, they will almost always make sure to finish it. This makes Capricorn individuals very reliable and responsible. Capricorns are also famous for practicality which usually allows them to come up with creative ways of doing same things in a different, but better way. Capricorns tend to be quite serious about whatever they decide to do, and they tend to focus a lot of attention on that one subject. These people are usually independent and have a strong character. However with all these good qualities, Capricorns still have a downside to their character. Their biggest flaw is inability to relax and let go off small things, since most of the time they are quite serious. Their excessive love for stability and consistency makes them scared of taking even small risks, and that is why they usually tend to be quite conservative and only walk the path that they know well, without diverging from it. Stubbornness is another bad point for this sign.

Lazyin' around

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

My deep lethargy will be my ultimate prevention in becoming a self-sufficient human being. Actually looks like I have already reached that point. I can't seem to break myself out of habit no matter how much I hate it, nor make any "simple" rebellious moves. I AM SO BORING!!!!!! Yet, I can't make the effort to change. Well aren't I stuck in a rut, thank goodness the end of the year is slowly coming around, New Year's Resolutions should help and persuade me to get off my lazy ass, except everyone knows how easily resolutions are quickly disregarded. I'm stuck.

day & night

Day n nite. I toss and turn, I keep stressin’ my mind, mind.

I look for peace, but see I don’t attain.

What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play.

Now look at this.

Madness the magnet keeps attracting me, me.

I try to run, but see I’m not that fast.

I think the first but surely finish last, last

I absolutely love December, but it does come with about a handful of downsides as well (of course) The lavishing gift giving and gift receiving can easily be described as therapeutic if I must say so myself. Yet, it's such a mission for me to make appear out of practically nowhere.